Why then, do you still hurt me so?

plea to a persistent heart

Dec 29, 2025 • mayyusa

19

11

4

my heart sinks and i don't know why

ashen hours

Dec 14, 2025 • mayyusa

30

16

8

I'm sorry I couldn't break the cycle

I wanted to be better than this

Dec 7, 2025 • mayyusa

28

23

10

November 2025

You got me in the end

"I couldn't get away after all"

Nov 26, 2025 • mayyusa

33

16

9

Why do you write, really?

I thought I knew

Nov 23, 2025 • mayyusa

30

18

15

You Stayed

on unconditional love, companionship and surviving the storm together

Nov 13, 2025 • mayyusa

21

8

5

Won't you dance with me in the moonlight?

embracing the madness

Nov 8, 2025 • mayyusa

32

24

15

October 2025

The Weight of Failure

admissions from an atelophobe

Oct 16, 2025 • mayyusa

35

10

11

The Fall

on being humbled

Oct 6, 2025 • mayyusa

38

17

5

September 2025

I'd meet you in the darkness

a love letter to all those who dwell in the night

Sep 29, 2025 • mayyusa

50

33

17

Everything I am is your fault

"you can't begrudge me for being what you made me"

Sep 26, 2025 • mayyusa

46

14

11

To exist is to be constantly tired

everything exhausts me

Sep 23, 2025 • mayyusa

20

9

13